Thud.

That's what I felt like saying today. THUD. I'm leaving for the Everett Youth Symphony in about half an hour (even though we'll get there a half hour early. My mom is nuts. We're either too early or too late on her watch). Man, my energy spurt is gone. Fooooooooshhhhhhhhhh. I don't know. I'm kind of sad that I can't go to Tolo (even though finding a guy who would be good to go with would a little difficult) and it's only because all my friends will be going and Eden is going to two! Maybe I'm bugged because this one kid in my science class won't admit he's hitting on me when I ask him to stop. It is so crazy!!!! Ever since I became a freshman I suddenly get all these stares and honks and sometimes very suggestive comments. Some guys are nice about it, but the rest aren't. Just for the sake of other people, I won't give names, but holy cow! Only one out of the several guys is modest about it, and I feel bad that I can't ask him to Tolo because I have no reason not to like him. But I've promised myself and my parents that I won't date until I'm sixteen, and when I'm sixteen, then I'll welcome those who are welcome. Okay, I feel a little better after my pointless rant, so I say if not today, tomorrow I'll post a new spoiler. I love you all who are willing to read this, even if I am tired and nervous and bugged.
Maddi